1. I've sworn to not let myself hurt anyone else dear to me, rather sacrificing myself instead of others.. yet i did hurt someone, and i believe it was not only Joy. But since then, my mental stability not only improved in a way that chances of this happening again became much lower.. but i'm sure i won't be too clueless and jokingful to say something slightly disturbing ( because that is a mistake i can learn on, i hope. ) 2. Next mute happening will sure stop my activity because i found another game to enjoy ( or play this serv if i have no questions which stop me from progressing. ) Basically, won't break that rule ever again in terms of disabling my talky-talky mode... ( Through first time it happened because there were some itching questions to ask.. which i cannot remember now, but i was more hyperactive back then, can't really say i'm no longer hyperactive, but i've became more chill. ) 3. One of my friends told me than this romantical stuff won't happen here, so that means i'm fine with males roleplaying females as long as it won't affect my vulnerable points which if may happen, i'll tell about it in ooc and i hope we will figure it out.With this appeal, i hope misunderstanding caused by my actions will be solved and i'll have not only second chance, but to redeem myself by showing that i'm not fully an trouble-for-the-community person as you thought of me to be. ( this servers is very good and checks all my tastes. )